My Grandmother's Body
An Offering for Yizkor 5768/2007

by Carla Schick

   
My grandmother

sits at the table

nibbling crumbs to nourish

her ailing body     ghosts

in the passageways   my sister

calls her name  is called

by her name   no memory

only my sister’s eyes ears nose

the texture of her wispy hair

the intonations of her cries

are a photograph never taken

a matriarch hovering over

nightly baths   small injuries

rituals of cooking and sewing

carry our bodies across the chasm

my mother’s silent grievings

caught in the dust

sucked up into the vacuum cleaner

running over our tiny feet

clutter in the living room

we draw the shades

peek around corners  at night

hear voices

let our prayers fall

like a blanket of snow

we draw our ancestors

clearing away layers of city grime

to unfold the outline of their profiles

pouring from our fingertips

onto the soft hidden snow

the wind takes away what we have given

we leave behind gifts

of broken twigs   dried flowers

a hollow space in the earth.

 

    

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